well normally I wouldn't be spending my time writing this, but because situation is just perfect for this journal entry just turned my pc and started writing this.

well so that's the reason for writing this? that happened man? why such a scary subject? come on, tell what is wrong?

well subject title is like this because I would like to kill, hm, let's say 80-90% of the population and just only for one reason made from five letters. sleep. I hate everyone who just falls asleep as soon as they put their head on the pillow. well and like that's not enough you have to share room with one of this people, so you are tired you go to bed, they do some fucking stuff for hours which don't help you fall asleep, finally their get ready to go to sleep, you think 'finally some silence, maybe now I will be able to fall asleep', their put their head on the pillow and after the second their did that they start snorting. here's your silence baby. where would be much quieter to sleep in dragons lair, on the dragons head, while some goblins will be DJing for their 'Fuck the fairy in the woods' festival. you just can't take it anymore, start hitting your head, walls, making a claw and trying to peel off your face, trowing things at the source of the sound. nothing helps. you can't take it anymore, you go for a walk, smoke a cigarette, or whole pack of them (well it helps sometimes, other times you just reach 'ready to throw up' state), come back to the room. silence. fuck it's wonderful, maybe now I will be able to sleep. dream on. as soon as you try to fall asleep you start hearing that wonderful lullaby which makes you want to have a knife in your hands so you could slash your throat. finally or not you fall asleep. few hours of sleep, and that motherfucker just start making noises because... because he slept already for ten or twelve hours so it's enough of sleeping. and that's not all. he just tells you that he couldn't fall asleep tonight and he really could sleep some more. fucking hypocrite. go tell a world war veteran who got cut his both legs while fighting for his country that he is a traitor because he doesn't stand up then his nations anthem is playing.

well fuck even forget where was I. well shit who cares. not like I will be able to fall asleep and after few hours fucking cell phone alarm will be shouting to get up. well maybe I go for a walk, not like at this time many criminals should be around, listen to trance music with my headphones on full sound (which I'm doing right now, at least I hope I will wake up some neighbors, then at least I won't be the only one not sleeping), and ... damn can't think without sleep.